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helena / aka lena & jihyun /:

hel・lay・na: 18. korean. atheist. culinary arts major. quiet. shy. awkward. procrastinator. realistic. sarcastic. playful. seemingly aloof. typically impassive. aggressive. complex. odd. childish. lazy.

I'm this person inside my head I could only dream to be. She's open, alive, thoughtful and brilliant. She sees colors, not words or people, and rainbows of colors. She is life. She breathes flowers and exhales master pieces of art. She excels in education, music, and art. She is the person I can only be in my head. I'll keep her there, she's safe there. In my eyes, there's still hope for her.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Moved to lonewolfette.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Two more days till my birthday! :) (Psst, the 14th.)

Anyways, I'm stuck on prep again for the week. This is my third time on prep. I don't really have a problem with it, but supposedly we're suppose to be on each station for 2 weeks. Whatev's. Haley's been on deli for 3 weeks, too lol.

My friends are pressuring me to friend Tyler on Facebook and to invite him to my little b-day hangout on Saturday, hahah. I wish I could do all those things, but I just don't want to can't. Unwanted pressure! The perfect way to spend my b-day is to skip work, to have lunch with Tyler at Sura, then find the perfect dress to wear on Saturday (I'm planned for Cheesecake Factory and to go clubbing ;). I'm not really a clubbing type of girl, but why not? ). I need to find heels and earrings anyways.


Thursday, October 06, 2011

Too sleepy to talk about today (err, yesterday), but overall, it was a good day.

1. Julio is not as much of douchebag as I thought of him to be lol. He's pretty funny, a little bit on the sarcastic side, but he's pretty cool.
2. You-know-who & I talked a bit more today :).
3. Amanda's cool and all, but I just think she's just a really slow worker.
4. Didn't encounter rude people today!

So, yeah. Lets see what today will bring. 

And I really hate having [super] dry skin.


Tuesday, October 04, 2011

I KNOW you did not just shake your finger at me.



First of all, this girl was on her phone when she was asking me to make her a sandwich. She was mumbling and half talking on the phone, so I couldn't really hear her. When I ask her to repeat something, she tells the person "I'll call you later" and gives me serious attitude. When I ask her if she wanted something else, she shakes her fucking finger at me and asks real prissily for a bag of chips. The expression on her my face is legit, "Oh no, you did not just do what I think you did", but I bite my tongue, and toss her the bag and go to the next person.

Anyways. I'm on deli for this week if you didn't get it yet lol. Today was a okay day, except for the few rude people I had to deal with -_-. I have nothing really special to comment on or talk about. But after I was done with work and waited outside for my friends to go to dinner, Tyler walked out of the dining hall and said goodnight to me :).

Squeal! I seriously wish he did not have a girlfriend.


Monday, October 03, 2011

Hold the presses.

He has a girlfriend, I guess my ears heard right the first time. Bleh. Sam was Facebook stalking him (hahah), and then she confirmed it.

I really don't like boys now.

And I still have this journal to do, ugh. I'll either do it tonight and go to the computer lab, or do it tomorrow morning before I leave for my internship. Decisions, decisions, decisions. I have laundry to do, too!



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